As I was re-reading my post from yesterday I realized that everything I was saying about how I am feeling about 2012 had to do with me...things I am going to do for myself...things I am thinking about for myself, etc...
Honestly I am thinking of other things too.....
About being a better friend
About being a better wife
About being a better mother
About being a better employee
Just about being a better person in general
I would like to enrich my own life for sure....but I also want to be the type of person who can touch and enrich other people's lives also.
This year I also am going to start going to counseling. I really do need someone to talk to. And there are some issues in my life that I don't know how to even begin identifying and repairing. I have gone to counseling in the past, and if you find the right person, it can be very beneficial. We all have problems right? I could definitely use some help communicating....handling my emotions...being more present....I don't think there should be any shame in admitting that I don't have all the answers and that I could use some help.
So along with thinking about what I am good at, and what I want to do in my life to make my life better and more full of passion....I want to think about the way I act, react, don't act....and figure out ways to be a better me. (For every one's sake!)
See now I am going back to it being all about me! :)
But really, I guess it does come down to me....